Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year!

Well the New Year is almost here and with that comes Savannah's three month birthday! It is amazing how fast she has grown. She is a now a smiling machine and even throws in an occasional giggle. She is also really getting the hang of what her hands are for. I just wish she used them more on her toys than she does trying to hang from my ponytail! She has rolled onto her side once but I am sure it won't be long until she does it all the time!


Christmas has come and gone. It was an exhausting day for Savannah but she made out like a bandit! She was showered with all kinds of toys and clothes from both sets of grandparents, aunt, uncle and even her great aunt and uncle who were here in town.  It was also the first time she had ever met her Great Grandpa. It was very touching and when my Mom took him home he claimed it to be "the best Christmas" he has had in a very very long time!


2010 has been a long year and frankly I am happy to see it go! It was a hard year in which I lost one Grandmother to lung cancer shortly before Savannah was born and then lost my other Grandmother at 102 years old very shortly after. I know Savannah now has two wonderful angels looking over her but it was a lot for me to take while being so overloaded with hormones. I also lost two family friends within weeks of each other just a few months ago.

Then there was Savannah's birth that did not go anything like I had planned or had imagined. The news of Savannah's birth defects were emotionally devastating at the time. It came with a lot of guilt and inner reflection and I now see and truly believe that I did nothing to cause her problems. Somethings just happen and we will never know the reasons why they happen.

The good things about 2010 are: I found out just how great and supportive my family and friends are, the birth of my "perfect!" daughter, and I found out just how great my husband is. He has been there for me for every rough moment this year. He took care of Savannah and I while we were in the hospital and made sure that we both had everything we needed. He was my shoulder to cry on and never made me feel bad for crying too much. I love the fact that he would take shifts to feed Savannah just so I could get more sleep. Now more than ever I positive that I found the perfect partner for the rest of my life!


I know 2011 is going to be another difficult year with Savannah's upcoming surgery in a few months. Even with that difficulty I know happiness and relief will follow instead of sadness and grief. Happy new year to all. I wish you happiness and good health! Love, Jen, Brian and Savannah!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

"2 month" well check

Savannah is nearly three months old now and just had her two month well check this week. She weighed in at whopping 9lbs 5oz and scored in the third percentile. The good news is that there is really no where to go but up from there! She is now completely on formula and doing great. She still has good and bad feeding days but on a good day she eats twice as much formula as she ever did on breast milk. Other accomplishments this month include *finally* moving into size one diapers and just now starting to grow out of a few of her outfits (no more newborn clothes!).

First try in the Bumbo. She is growing up so fast!

My yummy thumb and my two favorite rattles.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Baby's 1st Christmas Tree

Last week we went to find a tree at the local tree farm.  It would have been a lot more fun if I had not had a 101 degree fever that finally peaked at 103 degrees before it was over. Brian brought home the bug and suffered through it first and then passed it on to me. It was horrible; I haven't felt that bad in a very long time. Thankfully Savannah never caught the bug and has continued to gain weight at a steady pace. Last week we finally went over the 9lb mark and weighed in at 9lb 3oz. YAY!!!

Savannah chose this tree to be her 1st tree!

 Savannah started to get bored with the whole process.
 Finished with the decorating! This year I also put up the safari tree.
 Savannah's baby tree... I hope we can keep it alive!
 Angus believes the trees were put up just for him.
 Savannah's 1st Christmas Ornament. It is so cute!

Friday, December 3, 2010

2 months old!

Two months old and full of smiles!

Sucking our newly found thumb

 Scout watching over Savannah

All bundled up to go see Christmas lights

Official 2 month photo with Mr Mouse

The Christmas Tutu

Monday, November 29, 2010

Long Nights, Grumpy Baby!

The last two nights have been very, very long. Savannah is just not feeling well and it is hard to tell what exactly is wrong. I can tell her crying has changed from her normal cry and she has pretty much stopped eating. She may eat half an ounce every once in a while, which is a far cry from the three ounces she should be eating.  Last night she was running a low fever and would start to inconsolably cry after just a couple sucks on her bottle. I was thinking that she may have an ear infection or more problems with reflux.

So off to the pediatrician's office we went. The good news is even with her feeding strike she is at 8lbs 12oz. Her doctor thought she might be having some difficulty breathing due to some congestion she has but I told her that has been fairly normal and that Savannah snores and snorts a lot. Her oxygen level was at 99 percent which was good. Her ears were also clear with no signs of infection or fluid. So... she may be recovering from a cold that dad brought home and gave to both mom and baby or she could still be having problems with reflux. So we are changing her reflux medication and keeping our fingers crossed.

Some pics from our Santa shoot. Brian makes a good Santa!
 


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Gaining weight

Savannah and I visited her pediatrician's office on Friday. I was concerned about her weight gain and wanted to discuss it with her doctor. Unfortunately her doctor was out of town and I met with a physicians assistant that was less than helpful. Savannah had gained one ounce for the entire week, not the 3 to 5 ounces we were hoping for. The rice cereal was just not working for us. Savannah was eating half as much as she was before and was sleeping too much. One of the side effects of a belly full of rice cereal.

So we stopped giving Savannah rice cereal on Friday and started supplementing her milk with some powdered formula to add extra calories. She has been eating well and has been eating more than she normally does. We are hoping she keeps it up. Today we took her to Mary Birch Hospital because they have a scale in the New Beginnings gift shop. The news was good! She gained two ounces in two days. Our next appointment is on December 2nd with our nurse at the cleft clinic. I am hoping she weights over 9lbs but I will still be happy for any weight gain!

On another good note they had a cute Christmas tutu in the gift shop that I just had to have for Savannah. So hopefully this week I will get some good photos for this year's Christmas card. We also stopped by Party City to pick up a Santa suit for Brian....yes, let your imagination run. :-)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Words of wisdom

Thanks to Dr Seuss!

"...When you think things are bad,
when you feel sour and blue,
when you start to get mad...
you should do what I do!

Just tell yourself, Duckie,
you're really quite lucky!
Some people are much more...
oh, ever so much more...
oh, muchly much-much more
unlucky than you!

...It's a troublesome world. All the people who're in it
are troubled with troubles almost every minute.
You ought to be thankful, a whole heaping lot,
for the places and people you're lucky you're not!"

Monday, November 15, 2010

Clinic check up

We had our check up with our cleft clinic nurse today and the news was not great. It was not horrible but not great. Savannah has only gained five ounces in three weeks, about a third of what she should have gained. So we now have to keep a log of each feeding including how much she ate and how long it took. We also have to feed her at least two and half ounces every three hours whether she wants to eat or not. The nurse also wants us to add rice cereal to her milk to add calorie content. We have another weigh in next week and hopefully we will be back on track!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Updated Picture

Here is a much better photo of her mouth. I had lots of light and she has just started to cry giving me a good pic. As you can see she has a complete gum line but the roof of her mouth is completely missing.

Monday, November 1, 2010

One month old today!

Wow, Savannah is one month old today! She is doing well and the Prilosec seems to be working. Her feedings are no longer frantic screaming matches and we are hoping it continues this way! Also things are finally starting to feel "normal".  I no longer dwell on the fact that she has a cleft and I just see her as my perfect little girl. Sure, she has to eat from a bottle but so do lots and lots of non-cleft babies. She may nurse from a slightly different bottle and she will need surgery but other than that she is no different than any other baby her age. It only took me four weeks to figure that out and I hope other cleft parents figure it out sooner, as it makes life much less stressful.

On the 1st of each month I plan to take a profile and body picture. Also this month I tried to take a picture of her cleft. I will try to get a better picture in the future.






Friday, October 29, 2010

Surgery Meeting

Yesterday was a long day. We had our first meeting with Savannah's surgeons and also met with her assigned cleft clinic nurse at their office next Children's hospital. She screamed during the entire meeting. It made it so hard to have a decent conversation! They believe that Savannah will only have to undergo one surgery to close her palate. They are expecting to do the surgery around 7 to 9 months old. There is a small chance that she will need a second operation in a couple years if they can't completely close the opening but they said this does not happen very often. They also believe that her jaw should experience "catch up" growth. I wanted to ask more questions but it was hard to concentrate with all the screaming. We have another followup appointment in two weeks, in which I will be sure to write down the questions ahead of time so I am ready just in case Savannah has another repeat performance!

We also discussed how Savannah's feedings have been becoming increasingly more difficult by the day. In the last couple of weeks she gets half way through her feeding and she starts screaming and bucking. It  makes it so hard to get milk in her and Brian and I were worried about how many calories she was burning. She also has a hard time sleeping and will not settle unless she was being held on our chests in an upright position. It is making for some long days not being able to put her down in her crib or bassinet to sleep. After hearing the symptoms she told us that it sounds like Savannah has reflux and recommended that we see her pediatrician. So after the meeting at the clinic we made an appointment for that same afternoon.

Savannah's pediatrician agreed. All of her symptoms point towards reflux. The doctor told us that she normally does not medicate right away but with Savannah's cleft and the fact that we have already done many of the things she recommends (holding her upright, sleeping on an incline, watching my diet) she gave us a prescription for Prilosec. Apparently the only place you can get baby Prilosec prescriptions filled is Children's hospital. So another drive back to where we started the day since her pediatrician's office and Children's hospital are 25 minutes apart from each other. Oh well, it is definitely worth it if Savannah starts to feel much better and it brings a little peace back to the house!

Since I like to add photos, I thought I would finish today's post  with a picture of Savannah being fed and a picture of her Mead Johnson bottle. Savannah's feeding position may seem unusual to some people but the reason she sits upright is so that the milk does not go into the exposed nasal passages on the roof of her mouth. Milk in the nasal passages may be inhaled and cause aspiration pneumonia. The bottle is made specially for cleft babies. Since Savannah can't create suction, the extra soft bottle allows us to squeeze the milk into her mouth.



Saturday, October 23, 2010

Hospital Pictures

There is nothing much happening on the home front, including any sleep! So I thought I would share some pictures from the hospital. We don't have very many because we were SO busy while we were there.

Savannah just a few hours after delivery. (the IV line is mine)


Next day in the NICU.



The luxurious "parent living unit" located next to the NICU. I was not complaining though, it was MUCH nicer than the shared hospital room the night before!


The kitchen


The "bedroom" with the trundle daybed. Brian slept on the lower bed and the mattress literally touched the ground when he got into bed!


Savannah's room with her NICU crib


Savannah all bundled up in her crib. Her bed was much nicer than our trundle bed! This was the first time in days that she didn't have any lines and monitors hooked up to her!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

A little bit of relief...

We received a call from Savannah's pediatrician today. She had the results from the chromosomal/genetic testing that was done while Savannah was still in the NICU. The tests came back completely negative!!! This means that she does not have any of the diseases or syndromes often associated with PRS. It appears Savannah has a isolated case with an unknown exact cause. This is good news for Savannah's future. She shouldn't have any other related problems and hopefully her small lower jaw will experience "catch up" growth. It may take her jaw a few years to reach a normal size but she shouldn't need the jaw distraction surgery to lengthen her jaw. This is good news and hopefully will eliminate the need for one of her future surgeries!

Monday, October 18, 2010

The journey begins...

After a completely normal pregnancy our little girl Savannah was born via cesarean section on October 1, 2010 at 11:58am. At 7 lbs 5 oz and 19.5 inches long she appeared to be a healthy baby girl with the exception that she had what appeared to be a small chin and the nurses told us that she had a "high palate". After my cesarean I tried to get her to latch on and breast feed. The nurses warned me that because of her chin and palate that she may have a hard time nursing but it wasn't anything that lactation consultants couldn't help with. That night I used the breast pump and fed Savannah colostrum through an eye dropper. She spent most of the night restless and crying.

In the morning the nurse came in to take Savannah's vitals and noticed that she was breathing faster than normal. She took Savannah to the nursery and called the pediatrician to perform an exam. The pediatrician came back into our room after her exam and told us the news. It was the hardest thing I had ever heard... our baby was born with a birth defect. She told us Savannah was born with a bilateral cleft palate, small chin and a tongue tie. She had been transferred to the NICU for monitoring and further evaluation.

A few hours later we met with the NICU neonatologist. It was the first time we had heard of Pierre Robin Sequence and the possibility that what was affecting Savannah. It was hard to see our baby girl hooked up to all the monitors in the NICU even though I knew it was for the best. She had an IV in place and had already had multiple tests done. We are still waiting for the test results of the chromosomal (genetic) testing but the ultrasounds of the head, heart and kidneys came back negative which was a relief.

What is Pierre Robin Sequence? It is not a disease or Syndrome in itself. It is the name given when a group of birth defects are found together. Those defects are small chin (micrognathia), cleft palate, and tongue tie (glossoptosis). They can cause breathing and feeding difficulties. Doctors do not know exactly what causes PRS. It is likely a result of fetal positioning in the early weeks of the pregnancy. Genetic testing can often determine if PRS is linked to another disease or syndrome or if PRS is simply a birth defect. PRS is a suprisingly common birth defect in the United States affecting approximately 1 in 8500 births. Affected children will need surgical cleft palate repair and may possibly need jaw surgery called jaw distraction.



Due to the cleft palate we learned that breast feeding would be an impossibility. It was stated that if Savannah had any feeding problems that they would need to tube feed her. I was determined that this would not happen and started pumping breast milk in an attempt to try and bottle feed her. The NICU therapist was able to provide us with special bottles and nipples that we would need to use. On October 4th I had created enough milk to try to bottle feed our girl. She took to it right away. I was so happy! I was finally able to feed my little girl! We were able to meet the restrictions put on bottle feeding and avoided tube feeding. (With a cleft palate baby you have to feed a certain amount of milk in a half hour or less, any longer and the baby will burn more calories trying to eat that what they are consuming.)

On October 5th I was discharged from the hospital even though Savannah was still in the NICU. It was hard to think of leaving the hospital and leaving Savannah there alone. It was even more daunting knowing that I could barely produce enough milk before each feeding. This meant that we would be driving back every 3-4 hours all day and night to drop off milk for feedings just to keep up with Savannah. Thankfully, the hospital offered us one of their empty rooms to stay in (with the understanding that we may be kicked out any time if they get full). It was a shared room and I am sure the couple next to us was thrilled to hear me pumping every two hours but you got to do what you got to do!

The next day we decided we could not do the shared room for another night. So we packed up the car and we were trying to decide what we were going to do while we went to feed and spend time with Savannah. That is when the nurse and the physicians assistant came to talk to us. They asked us if we thought we were ready to take Savannah home. They told us that they would like to place us in a special "parent living unit" overnight that was located right next to the NICU. They would leave us in the unit overnight with Savannah and see how we felt in the morning. We would be left alone but the NICU nurses were available with just a phone call.

It was a busy night with lots of pumping, feeding, comforting Savannah and absolutely no sleeping but after it all we were convinced that we could take care of Savannah on our own. The nurse came in and we spoke for a while and we were told that Savannah would be discharged that day! It was such a relief not only was our baby coming home, but because we never had to leave Savannah alone in the hospital the entire time she was in the NICU.

During Savannah's entire stay she never had any breathing or feeding problems. She never had to be tube fed or intubated. So far we consider ourselves extremely fortunate. Many cases of PRS are much worse requiring months of hospitalization in NICU. We have been referred to the cleft palate clinic for follow ups and are waiting for our appointment with Savannah's surgeon in two weeks. Most likely her 1st surgery will be around 9-12 months when they will attempt to fix her palate and place ear tubes to prevent all too common infections for PRS children. It is not known at this time if she will need jaw distraction surgery. We are also still waiting for Savannah's genetic test results to come back and we will also be meeting with her geneticist for follow up in a few months. It's going to be a long road that has just begun. It's going to be tough but we are here for the long haul because we love our little girl!